Artist Statement
In 1967 my brother, Gary, a soldier in the U.S. Army, was sent to the American war in Viet Nam. Because our parents were ill and Gary was our caretaker, he made a request to Senator Stuart Symington seeking his help to avoid the order. A letter arrived on October 9th 1967, informing him “we regret that it could not have been more favorable to your wishes.” He was instructed by the Commanding Officer to report to the United States Army Overseas Replacement Station in Fort Lewis, Washington on October 31st for further assignment overseas. On November 4th, my brother arrived in Qui Nhon, Viet Nam. It was my eighth birthday. Because my parents could no longer care for me, I was sent to live with various relatives. When my brother and I said our “good-byes” it would be the last time we saw one another for years.
Gary wrote many letters home while he was stationed in Viet Nam. Pictures arrived. Although in his letters he spoke of his living quarters and told us about the helicopters he flew into the front lines, he rarely discussed the dangers that he faced, so as not to cause us more worry.
Honorably discharged from the army in 1969 with a “service connected nervous condition”, we later came to know his problem as “Post Traumatic Stress Disorder”. My pre-war brother, a normal and well-adjusted person had become, according to the Veterans Administration, 50% disabled. He took his own life ten years later.
More recently, while perusing Gary’s Vietnamese/English dictionary, I found hand-written declarations of love from a Vietnamese woman. The two had fallen in love and I have since confirmed their plans to marry. Gary returned to Viet Nam in early 1970 to live and work at Lear Siegler as a civilian. He never told any of us of his love. Gary’s reasons for leaving Viet Nam and returning home remain a mystery.
A memo pad I found among my brother’s belongings reveals the names and addresses of his wartime friends. Thirty-five years after the war, I have contacted some of them. Many of his friends are now deceased – having died young. In an attempt to better understand what happened to my brother, I made these photographs and journeyed twice to Vietnam where I retraced Gary’s “footsteps” using his letters and photographs to serve as guides.
The photographs here in Chapter 1: The Remembrance, were the first images I made in the series. My first impulse was to photograph Gary’s letters and belongings, made in-camera, from the point of view of my childhood memory. Our father, Lee Granger Hines, made the drawings of battle when he was a child during World War !.
I continue to make discoveries about wartime in Vietnam as experienced by its veterans. The visual record of those experiences continues to unfold. In titling this series, My Brother’s War, I make reference to the other families worldwide who have lost and are presently losing loved ones in war.
Process Statement
The photographs are made in camera. I traveled to Viet Nam with my brother's photographs and letters from the war in-hand and the photographs served as location guides -- for example, I could tell that I was in the same place where the original photograph was taken by holding up Gary's photograph and matching it to the scene before me. The images are archival ink jet and printed on Hahnemühle FineArt paper.
